Do you really want that ...to please a woman more, or do you want it to be able to cause pain?

Do you really want that ...to please a woman more, or do you want it to be able to cause pain?

So deep on so many levels. Do we have a deep rooted, psychological need to have some sort of power over woman that causes pain? Is it our insecurities, the relationship we have with our penis, the fears we so obviously try to hide? I know it gave me a superficial ego boost when Jen would complain about pain, that was so sick. A healthy sexual relationship is one that is loving not painful as a means to "keep em hooked on the massive cock". Believe it or not I bet an extremely massive percentage of women would rather a average penis over a huge one. I think much of hype about a big penis is a media driven machine that affects men and woman in ways that are consistent with brainwashing. Look at us, we are driven to have the biggest, best penis in the world...where did these obsessions come from? I know no woman I have ever been with pre-pe EVER made a comment about my penis being small or even average, most said it was huge? I have been with over 100 women. My obsession happened when I became exposed to the internet porn that hyped the big penis. I watched and envied them, if I could only have a cock like that women would fall at my feet. Not to forget the enjoyment the woman appeared to have from the pain...very brainwashing indeed. Poor Jen, she had to deal with my finding PE My thoughts were immediately "You mean I can get a big one?" What a revelation, what a miracle, what a curse.

The penis need not be massive or small, I think the penis should be correct for you mate. Such a hard topic to bring up but I think this show of 'insecurity' may even strengthen the love bond...good or bad. I tell you now, you can get a massive cock very easily, just do it. So is your lover happy with your size or does she want more? How the fuck is a woman supposed to tell you this? Very difficult to hear but what a cool thing to know and in my case, surpass all of Jen's lovers? Even today, I want more?!?

I think men have always been hardwired to want a bigger penis but the internet made it not only a reality but a phenomenon. What a gigantic market? You can imagine the money potential in first convincing men a woman wants a massive penis, prove it through porn, then give them the magic pill to cure their obsession...very clever and lucrative.

So why do I (we) do it? We are hooked like heroin. We have proven that the only method of really getting a big cock is through our methods...and almost no one knows this. We understand the brainwashing but we also know we can "really" change it. It's like beating the house in a dice came...over and over.
__________________