Need encouragement

[ICM]

I seem to go through highs and lows with my hopes for reaching my goal of 8 x 6. I have intermediary goals set at 7 x 5, 7.5 x 5.5 and then 8 x 6.

My starting size was 6.5 x 4.5 so as you can see I would be looking to add 1.5" to both the NBPEL and EG measurements. Do you think I can do it? I´ve been at it for two months, and have done my current routine for 1.5 hours a day in two sessions which totals 10 hours a week doing PE.

Last time I had a measuring day it seemed like I was 1/4" up on both measurements, but it´s so hard to believe sometimes. If I cemented a gain of 1/2" on each measurement I would be over the moon and stoked to go the full way to 8 x 6, but I just get these lows where I really despair and get worked up about how other guys might be bigger.

My biggest fear and the thing that gets me depressed is thinking about my current girlfriend and her past partners, or her future partners if we broke up. I sometimes have these visions of some big guy fucking her and her loving the extra size. Kind of twisted really, but mild depression does that. I don´t think I have any kind of clinical depression, I´m just being stupid, but surely there are others here who hate the thought of guys who are bigger?

[rolo]

>I´m just being stupid, but surely there are others here who hate the thought of guys who are bigger?<

Had the same problem with this girl I liked, you are much closer to big than I am so ironically you could be that guy!!!

I used to drill those thoughts constantly, I just had to let it go, I don't know how I did it, probably because it was having such a bad effect on me that I just had to stop it, period. At the end of the day you will fuck other people she will fick other men, simple as that.

rolo

[ICM]

Originally posted by rolo
At the end of the day you will fuck other people she will fick other men, simple as that.

I feel ill! :eek:

Still though, thanks rolo. Hopefully after a month I´ll get rid of this way of thinking.

Thankfully it´s not stopping me doing my routine every day.

[teoman]

Hey ICM, this is the common problem of all men regardless of the size. Time is the remedy to this problem. Do not engage to PE totally, try to get new interests and forget about PE stuff, but do it without giving attention too much. You are already in a good position and you are only a few months away to your 8'' goal.

[pyro]

I think every guy regardless of size thinks of another guy fucking his girl...its really normal actually..she thinks of other women fucking you..it's a mental thing dont pay attention to it..