Shion
02-23-08, 12:08 AM
I was curious. I think to myself, as yet still not having begun PE but hanging out on this board a lot; I think of how I'm good to go just because there exists the potential to PE...but I'm curious to get an alternate perspective.
You are obviously all people that have lived with small penises for some duration of life. Now that you have a huge penis, how do you feel?
Do you feel as happy as someone who was born with a big penis, as if the pain never happened?
Is your past more of a scar? Do you still wonder why you weren't born with a huge penis and had to fight it?
Do you feel better than those born with a big penis, as in, you appreciate the fortune of having a big penis but you still know what it's like to have a small penis?
Do you still hate the fact that small penises even exist or do you just fend for yourself and laugh at others?
I was just wondering, because I've been thinking lately...Regardless of how many people find this board and do PE and achieve that big penis, what does that still say about our society? There will still be superficial girls that define men by their penis. There will still be men that look down on guys with small penises. How does that make you feel now that you've gone through the process of becoming "better"? Do you feel like you've given into a superficial society? Or do you embrace your nature and think "Through my searching I have found this site; men lesser than me would accept defeat and try to "live" with their penises, whereas I try to fix it and I have. I've beaten the others and won at nature."
Oftentimes I wonder if I have the girlfriend I do because I was rejected by other girls in the past. I wonder what it would have been like to live with them. I mean my girlfriend is the best possible girlfriend to have; in my eyes anyway, truthfully. I don't want to think she's mine just because she's the only girl that liked me, and in that sense liked me for who I was because I'm no pretty boy and I certainly don't have a big dick. And while she'll always love me for who I am, she will deny that she has the nature of wishing to gain more pleasure through better sexual prowess. She's just been raised in a sheltered society and never even seen a penis before let alone had a boyfriend or sex. When you're with someone that has had a partner in the past I can imagine the fear of being "lesser" than them, regardless that the girl is now yours. But if you're the first boyfriend, to a girlfriend that's your first, well sometimes you'll have fear anyway that the only reason they like you so much is because they haven't "been with someone better" so the worry is still there. Sheeit. Too much pressure.
But you all see what I'm driving at. Do you feel that bad feeling, that there just still exists the idea of superficiality and that you've basically become a sex object now? Or have the principles you had when you had a small penis blended in with your current principles now that you have a bigger penis?
You are obviously all people that have lived with small penises for some duration of life. Now that you have a huge penis, how do you feel?
Do you feel as happy as someone who was born with a big penis, as if the pain never happened?
Is your past more of a scar? Do you still wonder why you weren't born with a huge penis and had to fight it?
Do you feel better than those born with a big penis, as in, you appreciate the fortune of having a big penis but you still know what it's like to have a small penis?
Do you still hate the fact that small penises even exist or do you just fend for yourself and laugh at others?
I was just wondering, because I've been thinking lately...Regardless of how many people find this board and do PE and achieve that big penis, what does that still say about our society? There will still be superficial girls that define men by their penis. There will still be men that look down on guys with small penises. How does that make you feel now that you've gone through the process of becoming "better"? Do you feel like you've given into a superficial society? Or do you embrace your nature and think "Through my searching I have found this site; men lesser than me would accept defeat and try to "live" with their penises, whereas I try to fix it and I have. I've beaten the others and won at nature."
Oftentimes I wonder if I have the girlfriend I do because I was rejected by other girls in the past. I wonder what it would have been like to live with them. I mean my girlfriend is the best possible girlfriend to have; in my eyes anyway, truthfully. I don't want to think she's mine just because she's the only girl that liked me, and in that sense liked me for who I was because I'm no pretty boy and I certainly don't have a big dick. And while she'll always love me for who I am, she will deny that she has the nature of wishing to gain more pleasure through better sexual prowess. She's just been raised in a sheltered society and never even seen a penis before let alone had a boyfriend or sex. When you're with someone that has had a partner in the past I can imagine the fear of being "lesser" than them, regardless that the girl is now yours. But if you're the first boyfriend, to a girlfriend that's your first, well sometimes you'll have fear anyway that the only reason they like you so much is because they haven't "been with someone better" so the worry is still there. Sheeit. Too much pressure.
But you all see what I'm driving at. Do you feel that bad feeling, that there just still exists the idea of superficiality and that you've basically become a sex object now? Or have the principles you had when you had a small penis blended in with your current principles now that you have a bigger penis?