doublelongdaddy
04-23-09, 08:36 PM
I think it is important to understand that we are all born into certain universal laws and truths. These abilities have long become forgotten due to modern education methods. The simplicity of these laws is so academic that they are perfect in their simplicity and absolutism. The laws are 1. Ask, 2. Attract and 3. Allow. Regardless if you believe these laws or not, they are constantly, efficiently doing their job with perfection. In my life experience I have ALWAYS gotten what I wanted, and still do to this very moment. The most horrific experience and the one with absolute beauty both have been manifested for me through these laws.
I will give you an example of how this has worked in my life. Needless to say, Matters of Size being the biggest PE site in the world was my intention from the moment I conceived of it's beginning. I asked to be this and through the laws I attracted the people, places, events and times that matched my desire. Within no time at all MOS had became and still is the biggest PE site ever. This was in no way by chance. This was a dream manifested into reality by pure and absolute energy. An attractive energy, that when I allowed it, it became a match to the desire I initially asked for. This could be seen as HARD WORK to do what I did, but really, it was no work at all. I made my penis massive and just told how I did it.
See my point? Maybe not. Let me show you how these laws worked in my relationship with my blessed angel Jennifer. If you do not know the story between Jen and me I will briefly describe this. Jen and I met in a drug rehab. I knew from the second I looked in her eyes she was my twin flame. I knew she was more than a soul mate, she had to share my soul and me hers. Our relationship went from a very difficult first year but I knew she was the one so we made it through this. Our next few years were complete Heaven. Jen blossomed into a teacher that had everything together. She helped me launch MOS and things just seemed to be perfect. The last year we were together (exactly 4 years ago) things changed. Jen wanted to go out on her own and live life. As hard as this was we broke up (mainly because of my obsessions with PE). Now, our relationship was very public and when Jen left no one believed she would return, but me that is. I knew (and know) we are twin flames and have very important work to do (as we have done with MOS) So for three years after she left I spent convincing the world she would be home. I went as far as to write down the date it would happen. The date was exactly three years to the day she left. I was correct! With no real communication Jen returned to our home on April 23, 2008. She was living a very different life from the one I live and even though I got exactly what I asked for, it was on a completely different frequency. She left me again in September of 2008. Did I want this? No! But, through these powerful laws I knew I needed to ask again. This time I needed to ask SPECIFICALLY. I needed to ask for patience and a more gentle heart. I needed to ask for qualities to become prominent as I was not ready. I needed to ask for Jen, invite her through my thoughts in a very specific way. I see her departure not as a failure, but a part of the larger picture. My picture of a beautiful world. So, as a participant in my creative universe, I ask again. I will follow these laws and make this relationship a reality once again... Would this not be the ultimate test?
So how will I follow these laws to make this a reality? I will walk you through the process.
What I want: I want to be with Jen again. I want to marry her and have baby Yenny with her. I want our relationship to be so connected, so in love, such a crush, such belife and suport. I want us to be happy, together forever. I want Jen to find herself and find me. I want her to know just how much I love her and I want the same. I want this the moment I am ready. I want to be calm, understanding, kind, compassionate and most importantly appreciative. I want us to be like children exploring love, life and each other for infinity. I want us to feel immense success and financial freedom.
Why I want her: I believe that we have always been together, even before time. I know our unified beings are so important to so many things that I need you here with me. I want to have Yenny with you and Armand. SHe is the only one who can perform her...We, Yenny and I, need Jen. The universe does. Jennifer and Michael have always been 1.
Manifesting Jen means moving away from Jen and instead look at alternative timelines that will be in my knowing; just as wonderful, fulfilling and abundant. Disappointment and other fear derived emotional reactions and moved away from my reality when I takes a path of multiple timelines and multiple scenarios. Yet simultaneously from my letting go I remain in absolute knowing that Jen will manifest in my conscious reality. I will act, behave, think and feel just as I would if Jen has already manifested for the way to achieve what I desire is to know I already have Jen.
Now, allowing this to happen you may say is the hardest part, but this is so far from the truth. The desire I want is already a creation, it always has been it only waits for me to bring light to it. I have never enjoyed a victory unless the journey was so intense and filled with lessons. These victories are sweet because when the desire is realized I have so much appreciation for it through my experiences in the journey. Today being Jen's birthday again I truly wish I could have her now but I also know that the moment I am ready it will happen. I am happy in the eventualities of my life. I relish in the journey as it brings such profound substance to the manifested desire. I am excited to watch the events unfold as a waiting recipient of my most profound desires. This will happen and the moment it does I will bump this thread.
Now, you may be asking "If you own the worlds largest PE site you have to be the riches guy in the world" Nope, and I can tell you why. My desire to have MOS at this status was accompanied by my true humbleness to only be able to live a comfortable life while doing this. That is what happened. I have had endless opportunities to make serious money with MOS but have always remained unattached to any advertiser. This was an ideal dream and I can say it was fulfilling but not even close to perfect. I have decided, after 10 years of service to PE, I want to be paid too. I have no "how to's" on this I can only say I am now visualizing financial success in my immediate future. As when I see Jen sitting next to me in my car it is a Mercedes Benz. When I see us married it is in a huge, beautiful home. I have a good picture of how I want things to be by this time next year and I see them happening as soon as now...I see them as if they are now because I am "in the knowing" of them being here now.
So what I have to do now is be secure in my asking and that universe is responding to my every wish. My job now is to feel good now. To celebrate now. To invest in now. To generate the creative process. So what am I doing to feel good now? I use my creativity. I spend hours drawing, painting, designing, imagining, dreaming and submerging myself in the river of energy flow. I do not need to battle this flow as the universe is answering me. I just need to feel good in the knowing.
This process is like a flowing river of pure "source" energy. When we ask we only need to put our boat in the river and go with the flow. As we float with the river we see our desires manifest as quickly as we can allow their existence.
I guess you get a good picture of what I want and I hope you get the feeling that I may be on to something...you trusted me with much less important things. These things will manifest, these people will come into my universe, these events will occur and I can relax in this river enjoying this infinite movie of realization.
I will give you an example of how this has worked in my life. Needless to say, Matters of Size being the biggest PE site in the world was my intention from the moment I conceived of it's beginning. I asked to be this and through the laws I attracted the people, places, events and times that matched my desire. Within no time at all MOS had became and still is the biggest PE site ever. This was in no way by chance. This was a dream manifested into reality by pure and absolute energy. An attractive energy, that when I allowed it, it became a match to the desire I initially asked for. This could be seen as HARD WORK to do what I did, but really, it was no work at all. I made my penis massive and just told how I did it.
See my point? Maybe not. Let me show you how these laws worked in my relationship with my blessed angel Jennifer. If you do not know the story between Jen and me I will briefly describe this. Jen and I met in a drug rehab. I knew from the second I looked in her eyes she was my twin flame. I knew she was more than a soul mate, she had to share my soul and me hers. Our relationship went from a very difficult first year but I knew she was the one so we made it through this. Our next few years were complete Heaven. Jen blossomed into a teacher that had everything together. She helped me launch MOS and things just seemed to be perfect. The last year we were together (exactly 4 years ago) things changed. Jen wanted to go out on her own and live life. As hard as this was we broke up (mainly because of my obsessions with PE). Now, our relationship was very public and when Jen left no one believed she would return, but me that is. I knew (and know) we are twin flames and have very important work to do (as we have done with MOS) So for three years after she left I spent convincing the world she would be home. I went as far as to write down the date it would happen. The date was exactly three years to the day she left. I was correct! With no real communication Jen returned to our home on April 23, 2008. She was living a very different life from the one I live and even though I got exactly what I asked for, it was on a completely different frequency. She left me again in September of 2008. Did I want this? No! But, through these powerful laws I knew I needed to ask again. This time I needed to ask SPECIFICALLY. I needed to ask for patience and a more gentle heart. I needed to ask for qualities to become prominent as I was not ready. I needed to ask for Jen, invite her through my thoughts in a very specific way. I see her departure not as a failure, but a part of the larger picture. My picture of a beautiful world. So, as a participant in my creative universe, I ask again. I will follow these laws and make this relationship a reality once again... Would this not be the ultimate test?
So how will I follow these laws to make this a reality? I will walk you through the process.
What I want: I want to be with Jen again. I want to marry her and have baby Yenny with her. I want our relationship to be so connected, so in love, such a crush, such belife and suport. I want us to be happy, together forever. I want Jen to find herself and find me. I want her to know just how much I love her and I want the same. I want this the moment I am ready. I want to be calm, understanding, kind, compassionate and most importantly appreciative. I want us to be like children exploring love, life and each other for infinity. I want us to feel immense success and financial freedom.
Why I want her: I believe that we have always been together, even before time. I know our unified beings are so important to so many things that I need you here with me. I want to have Yenny with you and Armand. SHe is the only one who can perform her...We, Yenny and I, need Jen. The universe does. Jennifer and Michael have always been 1.
Manifesting Jen means moving away from Jen and instead look at alternative timelines that will be in my knowing; just as wonderful, fulfilling and abundant. Disappointment and other fear derived emotional reactions and moved away from my reality when I takes a path of multiple timelines and multiple scenarios. Yet simultaneously from my letting go I remain in absolute knowing that Jen will manifest in my conscious reality. I will act, behave, think and feel just as I would if Jen has already manifested for the way to achieve what I desire is to know I already have Jen.
Now, allowing this to happen you may say is the hardest part, but this is so far from the truth. The desire I want is already a creation, it always has been it only waits for me to bring light to it. I have never enjoyed a victory unless the journey was so intense and filled with lessons. These victories are sweet because when the desire is realized I have so much appreciation for it through my experiences in the journey. Today being Jen's birthday again I truly wish I could have her now but I also know that the moment I am ready it will happen. I am happy in the eventualities of my life. I relish in the journey as it brings such profound substance to the manifested desire. I am excited to watch the events unfold as a waiting recipient of my most profound desires. This will happen and the moment it does I will bump this thread.
Now, you may be asking "If you own the worlds largest PE site you have to be the riches guy in the world" Nope, and I can tell you why. My desire to have MOS at this status was accompanied by my true humbleness to only be able to live a comfortable life while doing this. That is what happened. I have had endless opportunities to make serious money with MOS but have always remained unattached to any advertiser. This was an ideal dream and I can say it was fulfilling but not even close to perfect. I have decided, after 10 years of service to PE, I want to be paid too. I have no "how to's" on this I can only say I am now visualizing financial success in my immediate future. As when I see Jen sitting next to me in my car it is a Mercedes Benz. When I see us married it is in a huge, beautiful home. I have a good picture of how I want things to be by this time next year and I see them happening as soon as now...I see them as if they are now because I am "in the knowing" of them being here now.
So what I have to do now is be secure in my asking and that universe is responding to my every wish. My job now is to feel good now. To celebrate now. To invest in now. To generate the creative process. So what am I doing to feel good now? I use my creativity. I spend hours drawing, painting, designing, imagining, dreaming and submerging myself in the river of energy flow. I do not need to battle this flow as the universe is answering me. I just need to feel good in the knowing.
This process is like a flowing river of pure "source" energy. When we ask we only need to put our boat in the river and go with the flow. As we float with the river we see our desires manifest as quickly as we can allow their existence.
I guess you get a good picture of what I want and I hope you get the feeling that I may be on to something...you trusted me with much less important things. These things will manifest, these people will come into my universe, these events will occur and I can relax in this river enjoying this infinite movie of realization.