Hi all, hope someone can give me an idea of what is really going in.
Some weeks ago I changed the grip of my penis to stimulate the glans head more during masturbation but I dont think it has ever caused me major issues. At then end of July I suffered a major fall on my tailbone, and I started to lose sensation of hunger. I went to the gym and did the farmers' walk, which may have caused vertebrae compression as well as I was holding a considerable weight. Some time later, my penis began to lose sensation in the head. Orgasms started to lose their pleasure and the penis started to go numb.
One day I decided to 'try' the penis again and to my horror there was no pleasure at all when I rubbed it. I was able to have a full erection then. The horror of loss of pleasure at all put me into panic. I then tried to put it between my thighs and stimulate contact, no feeling and no pleasure. In that moment I really freaked out and decided to compress the penis in a manner of strength that I know WILL CAUSE PAIN. No pain, and I continued in that manner for a few more times until I started to lose my erection. Even when at its flaccid state, I still continued to compress it in the same manner of force. Somehow though, I managed to climax but again no pleasure from orgasm and very little ejaculate. After some examination, I found spermatocele in my scrotum.
No blue-black, no bloody discharge, no sign of penile fracture. Trauma was focused at the penis glans.
Looking back, I totally lost it then, the horror of not having pleasure at all and thinking that from then on sex would only be a mechanical motion for me.
From that incident on, I lost my penile erection for 2 weeks. Now whenever I erect, my penis does not stand anymore. It only gets only fat for a while before it is lost. And hand stimulation does not get it up, only erotic thoughts do. I must point out that the width of the penis when fat is very much wider than before.
and I have hard flaccid.
guys, do u think it is a spinal issue or a penile issue? the fact that the penile could get fat at all means that the structures are not completely destroyed but I can't get any reflex erection, ie stimulation does not wake it. I get the occasionally morning erection but they usually dont last at all. I think the repeated trauma may have caused neurapraxia in the glans.
I have been going to doctors and I just had a mri scan of the spine, results pending on friday.
I have never engaged in Penis Enlargement exercises.