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    The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    I cannot believe I am still alive in 2010.

    Being a non-elite child of the 60's, I grew up in a time when the general understanding was that you would be forced by draft to go fight in the war and you were likely to die. All of you young guys should try to imagine being in your teens and thinking that you probably only have 3-4 years to live. Well, my brothers and I grew up poor Americans and that was our fate. This very fact set the tone for my life and led to the very risky behavior that is my life.....

    (Age 0-8) Sexual and physical abuse. My first memories as a child were of having an older family member stretch my asshole every night and leave a load of cum inside every night. I was controlled and forced to lay quietly and pretend I was asleep. Most people have first memories of birthday party or a particular news event or so forth. My first memories were of me trying to act like I was asleep while in horrible pain and having to learn to suBathmateit to the torture if I did not behave exactly as I was told. In those early years I had many broken bones. Every finger and toe many times. Bones in my feet. Nose. Jaw. Arms. More. It was the hardest most miserable years of my life. I dreaded every night. By 8 years old I was very confused about sex. I was beginning to hear about men and women and how normal relations work. By then I had learned to sleep during the day in the streets. I began to stay away from home more and more. More broken bones for not being where I was told to be. Then I learned how to equalize my small stature. I reached deep within myself and found courage. I found anger. I found how to be threatening and mean to my abuser. I learned to carry guns and how to use them very efficiently beginning at that young age. I armed myself and learned to show anger and threat. The sexual and physical abuse ceased. My personality began to emerge, forever scarred by the abuse. Forever to never fully trust another male human being.

    (Age 9-16) Who am I reallly? It was a question that I had to answer. The years from 9 years old to 16 years old wear amazing. I needed to prove to myself what sexual identity I was really me. I was apprehensive after having so many years of being used as a man's bitch. I new though that I was not interested in men. I dreamed of women and what the sexual act must be like. I worried that it would hurt the woman and feel like abuse to her as I had felt so many times. Being introduced to sex as a first memory, however, precluded that idea that I could wait to an older and "more normal" age to have sex. No. I was active in the world of sex from the first memories and to me it was a matter of continuing but redefining my sexuality. It was not long before I found a very hot and willing female that was glad to experiment. Being the experienced young boy that I was, I explained what I had learned about male/female sex to my young partner. It was a very hot and passionate first encounter. We felt of each other's genitals and kissed and rubbed. It was magical. I knew from that moment that females and their pussies were certainly what did it for me. I am forever thankful to her for our time together experimenting. I began to feel a little better about me. My asshole was no longer bled. I thought about pussy all the time instead of taking it in the ass. Life was good.

    (age 13-17) More confusion. Weed is a wonderful natural gift from God. I became a fan of the best bud I could steal, trade for or buy. I learned that I could trade sex for really good bud. The older girls of that time were a blast. I was a well developed and good looking young man that was also very forward at getting pussy. Most guys I knew were scared of girls. Me? Shit guys, I long ago got rid of fear. I would walk right up to a girl and whisper in her ear that I wanted badly to make her cum until she passed out. And I could and I did. A surprising number of women would agree to fuck. At one point I had fucked 6 different women in a 24 hour period. I learned that it was not hard to do this as long as you were conditioned for it and worked your way up to it. My body was quick to adapt and easily rose to the challenges. But then it happened. I was spending the night with a 38 year old hot sexy woman one night and she did it. She was trying her best to take as much of my cock in her mouth as she could when she did it. She wet her finger and started playing with my asshole. She slowly worked her finger into my hole and then started rubbing my prostate. I quickly went out of control and started fucking her finger as she blew me. I had a prostrate orgasm for the first time in my life. It was intense. She was smiling from ear to ear. I was confused. Asshole orgasm?? But with a woman. Yes. No abuse involved. Just how am I supposed to feel about this. Shit. Well, she was so hot and loving and horny as hell that I proceeded to fuck her brains out. It was, after all, with a woman. I became a regular with her when her husband would allow it and sometimes we did have anal play. I grew to accept it as an okay part of sex with women. This particular woman loved to have anal sex too. She would have a real orgasm from anal sex. Her husband would not do this for her nor let her play with his asshole. He really missed a lot with her and I was quick to tell him. I often wonder him and his childhood.


    (Age 9 and on) Weed. When a person believes he has only so many months of life left on this earth you have no qualms about getting high. I began smoking marijuana even before I became a teen. I began my favorite career as a musician and soon learned from the older guys that weed was par for the course as a musician. I found that my worries about death were not on my mind as much. I found that the pain of the abuse of my early years was greatly deadened when stoned. Thank God for weed.

    (Age 17-27) Mensa. Recruitment to defense contractors. As it turns out, being a child of abuse turned me into a person who learned to lay awake at night. I learned to sleep only 3 to 4 hours a day and spread out over the day. Do you realize that having an extra 5 hour so awake hours in a day is a huge thing? I used the time to read. I devoured text books. I read everything I could get my hands on. I became very intelligent. I learned much of psychology. I wanted to understand. Weed opened my mind. I am an out of the box thinker. I was offered to join MENSA after taking an ASVAB exam. The armed services began to try to recruit me for various nefarious activities. Friends in my MENSA chapter proved to be extremely valuable and were great connections into business. I was offered positions with many government defense contractors. I signed on with one and they agreed to pay for my undergrad and grad schools on the west coast. It was such an opportunity to get more formal education and then see the word. I worked in a think tank as a team member and eventually became a team leader. We were tasked with compartmentalized tasks in solving various problems. Eventually I worked my way up in clearance level and was able to see enough of what we were doing to make me want to puke. I eventually learned all about the elitist ran American government and how Americans are completely lied to by industry owned and controlled media and politicians. Americans are now finally waking up to these facts. I woke up to this early in my life. The Americans are being fucked and fucked hard by the private federal reserve that began their latest take-over in 1913. Poor ignorant bastards are slowly waking up. Anyway, by my 27th year I decided to start using my knowledge of how the system works to my advantage. And boy I did.

    This is only the first half highlights of life for me. Next edition I will reveal more details to included an airplane crash in 1999, penis enlargement surgeries, body building competition, covert activities on the job, industrial espionage, many relationships with females in various countries, a stint as a ranch hand, vice president of a fortune 500 company, penis enlargement exercising, gaining an even bigger cock and using it, and what lies ahead. Have a good day guys!

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Amazing, always been a good friend of mine but I never knew the real Dash and its now here on thread. Must have taken some guts to write all this and I appreciate it as it will help you getting it out in the open and help others who have had similar experiences, plus to inspire. Cheers look forward to the next part.
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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Thanks Red. Yes, Over the last years I have realized that there are others out there that might have similar things in common and may actually learn a thing or two or even be inspired from my experiences. In addition, some may see that their lives have actually been good compared to others and maybe not as bad as they were thinking. I have so much more to share but this first part certainly sets the tone. I hope others are able to open up and share as well. Life certainly can be tough. But it is the friends such as you Red that make it much easier to go forward with my head held high. Thanks bro.

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Ohh well, first I thought I'm going to find someone for discussion about penalties for sexual offenses toward children, but that ended up different.

    I didn't know that weed which lals someone down allow such orgies. I noticed it rather as something that makes people be like someone who drunk too much.Wondering that there is no experience with the chemical cure for everything.

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Amazing read. The pain you went through was similar to much of my life. I can say now that everything I went through was not for nothing, each traumatic event further fueled my self being. I was told I woud never become anything and that I was garbage. So, with that badge, I went out and became the garbage man....I took what the rest of the world saw as trash and I made it gold. I learned, just like you, to always remain cautious, armed and ready for whatever. I will relate my story so we can relate. I trust dead presidents, loaded pistols and myself.
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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Wow! good read. whenever I think I have heard interesting life stories someone else tops it and you shore have.

    What happened to your abuser? If you don't want to share I understand.
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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Moved into this section as it wont get buried and left in the main forums plus its now a sticky here.
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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Amazing post! Thank you for your honesty and your truth. Great read and truly inspirational!

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    You should do an IAMA on Reddit, or write a book. Or start a blog and then get a book deal which in turn turns into a movie. Everyone wants that. But it sounds like you might actually have the goods to do it. Write a book, find an agent, find publishers. It could happen. And hell, maybe Penis Enlargement might actually become mainstream, and help all those poor bastards out there suffering as we once did.

    I feel as if I've wasted my life. Your story makes me want to live. I am going to teach English for spending money, backpacking in foreign countries. AND I'M GOING ON A YEAR LONG ROADTRIP IN A CLASS B MOTORHOME, ALL ACROSS AMERICA AND CANADA! I'M GOING TO DO IT, I AM! Oh, who am I kidding. I haven't even planned or researched anything. But reading this makes me want to start.

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    I agree, you could write a book and if you didn't want people to know it was you which I can understand, not because of shame but privacy reasons than you could write it as it was but change various stuff about and say its ''based upon true life events'' ... I WOULD buy a copy for sure.
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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    I have considered writing a book based on my life but I am waiting a few more years until certain individuals have passed on. I actually am writing about one particular event in my life from 1999 and will pass it by a few publishers to see if it can make a go. Writing is really hard to do especially when trying to go commercial. I have the time and I have the story so I am doing it. Thanks for your kind words guys. Others are sure welcome to share too.

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Quote Originally Posted by Dashdeming View Post
    I have considered writing a book based on my life but I am waiting a few more years until certain individuals have passed on. I actually am writing about one particular event in my life from 1999 and will pass it by a few publishers to see if it can make a go. Writing is really hard to do especially when trying to go commercial. I have the time and I have the story so I am doing it. Thanks for your kind words guys. Others are sure welcome to share too.

    It's just something you have to do. I have been sitting on my story for a long time, I wish I could get it out there...if anyone would care
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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    dld whats your story, i'd like to know ! . sorry dash im not tryin to cut you off here , your obviously an extremly intellegent man ,and i only wish you the best in the writting venture you choose to persue in the future .
    great read !!!

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    No Problem Jeky. I actually would love to here from DLD or any others on the subject. Thanks for posting bro.

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Everyone needs to read this! Amazing story. I too am located on the West Coast.
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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    thanks for bumping. I liked the read.

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    .I took what the rest of the world saw as trash and I made it gold. I learned, just like you, to always remain cautious, armed and ready for whatever. I will relate my story so we can relate. I trust dead presidents, loaded pistols and myself. great words DLD

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Wow definitely a strong man

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    Re: The story of the MOD Dash Deming - Pussy and weed saved my life 1st edition

    Quote Originally Posted by doublelongdaddy View Post
    Amazing read. The pain you went through was similar to much of my life. I can say now that everything I went through was not for nothing, each traumatic event further fueled my self being. I was told I woud never become anything and that I was garbage. So, with that badge, I went out and became the garbage man....I took what the rest of the world saw as trash and I made it gold. I learned, just like you, to always remain cautious, armed and ready for whatever. I will relate my story so we can relate. I trust dead presidents, loaded pistols and myself.
    All of your hard work help us all everyday D..thank you
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