ok here is my situation
just turned 31 years old, in otherwise excellent health
a few months ago, in May of 2004, i decided to try a dry jelqing session in my bathtub
my penis was large, goodlooking and healthy but i just wanted to make a good thing better
so i did one session for about 10 minutes in the bath - grasping the base of the shaft between index finger and thumb, and strecthing upwards to underneath the glans while it was soft / tumescent. it was never erect
so the whole shaft was being stretched
anyway about 2 weeks later i noticed to my horror that my penis had changed
it now looked very turtled and wrinkly as though it had shrunk a bit under the skin
it hung loose and limp with no bend in it, and the glan was smaller than normal
now it was difficult to get erect, and the erection was smaller and skinnier than before, especially the upper shaft and glans
and it could lose blood easily in a way it didnt before, becoming skinny fast
it seems to have lost it's throb and the blood does not fillll it up to the tip like it used to, even though it is still a good sized erection
in August i actually developed pain in the area under the glans, and then the uppershaft and glans developed a slight turn to the left where the pain was
i have been takin vitamin e for that
i still get some irritation and pain, especially when i try to make my erection throb or after i have a strong ejaculation
i take Cialis, which helps a bit, but even then i can be very slow to get hard when my girl touches me
so ya all these months later and not much ahs changed, though i have good days and bad days
i have been to the best urologists in the city and they could not tell me what i had done
they just gave me common sense advice of "if you hurt it, you just have to wait and see"
but what did i do?????
when i googled jelqing injury i found that actionlove site - regardless of the site itself, i saw a lot of people writing in with similar or identical injuries from jelqing
so i need to know
what do you guys think i did to the penis?
has anyone been through what i going through, did you get better, and how long did it take?
and what can i do to help myself heal??
i am at the end of my rope and i am very depressed about what i have done
any advice is badly needed