Recent content by notmeanymore

aint i just lucky. i appreciate it. no matter what, i just have a hard time seeing this ever go back to my old normal self sadly. nothing feels right . sigh.

i swear i could get around most of it if i had any drive. but after that day, it just started sucking that out of me. no matter what i think about or try, i get absolutely no response down there during the day anymore. even if i mentally do. i dont get any of that nice warm rush i used to. and...

my erection is shaped normal currently and most days. fully round. glans normal shape. the plumbness i mean is how i used to be on a normal day. not aroused by any means, but just full and plump. thats fully gone, and what i have is short and the life is gone.just feels like loose skin 90% of...

ill probably be there soon to get an mri or ultrasound. everywhere i go is pretty clueless and just wants to say cialis or viagra. its a joke.

im not saying i dont have some sort of peyronies going on. but whats moreso bothering me is where im at again after my week ago trying sex/masturbating again. i just dont really seem to feel anything all day . nothing but a burn that is. i just feel a cold nub it seems. nothing feels sexual...

PE has destroyed everything that was my entire life. how on earth is that gonna help bring back what its taken from me. but what happened to you and what caused it? just trying to compare similarities if possible, cause this has killed my life in every way possible so far.

yeah.. .i get this feeling this is just what it is now. which means im totally useless from now on. sex, work, father, all of it. its absolutely devastating to end up this way. never should have happened. but unless a miracle happens, i cant seem to get anything going right when it all feels so...

to me , it just feels that my nerves are just enough screwed up that it makes it a bit sensitive and feels wrong and/or burns at times. which could possibly contract everything , and make me have zero arousal or bloodflow. penis is just so not like mine , and ultra retracted, and feels like its...

negative on sperm check yet. what issues do you have, and what started it?

ive already had blood, and urine checked 2 or 3 times so far. ill agree there is some psychological involved to it, NOW. but the physical is to blame for that. these feelings,pains, and pressure areas i have are definitely physical

no i havent. just doesnt seem like prostatitis. this happened in an instant days after initial problem. woke up with shrinkage feeling, and instant libido reduction. but yes, ive dabbled back and forth with that idea. i would have thought it would comeup in a urine sample though.

i almost did, but i think im past the point of panic attacks, and am just trying to accept what is for now. its all i can do. i have erections every night(mostly). and i can make them happen when i want to usually. its just that when i do now, it seems over the next 3 days, i steadily decline...

im hangin on. i just gotta stop this new idea of sex and massaging i guess. at least not very often. i got off again this morning. felt relatively good actually. but now, im regretting that on top of the other days i did this week. im kinda back to no feeling, and just the feeling of "hurt"...

i aint giving up. but i just aint me when i cant really feel anything in my jeans unless i reach down to touch it. and then its not what it should be . but the feelings all come and go, but nothing is as it should be. my only hope is time and prayer. but in the meantime, its so much hell and...

still holding kinda steady. no worse . my sensitivity is livable, but not totally right. i dont think ill ever be totally right again until that feeling gets back tonormal. and not sure how or when it ever will. for now, everything works . especially if i make it work. i just dont have the spark...