This is the only environment that I feel safe in discussing such things as body dysmorphia, size insecurity, ego, male/female sexual dynamics, etc. I'm not the type to take things at face-value and do my own research/investigation to satisfy my over-active curious mind. I lurked around here for over a year while using my
BM twice-daily and seeing first-hand that it is possible to make yourself bigger if you're dedicated and have the time/patience to stick with it.
I've been seeing this wonderful girl for a little over 6 months and she was 'wowed' when we had our 1st encounter, (I have since learned that her ex was decidedly 'average', her word, and she was the one initiating any discussion regarding 'size' as it feel almost taboo for me to bring it up for some strange reason) and I have been slowly gaining ever since. I know she can feel an almost imperceptible difference inside her vagina, but we are only able to see each other a few days a week so there's not the daily activities to make my increases seamless. It feels like every week I re-stretch her, so the quarter-millimeter or so that I gained isn't as noticeable.
Again, when I see myself, I don't think I'm at all big and I seem to crave having women tell me, ( I guess it's true that you can never tell a woman that she's beautiful too many times...she won't ever get tired of hearing it, just like you can never tell a man that he's big too much...I find it almost euphoric)
Now I'm thinking that I should take my larger equipment out 'in the field' and 'experiment' with someone who would have a wider body of knowledge and experience with men and their appendages, so since I live very close to the Canadian border, I'd do my own research with a professional. After exhaustive reading/surfing/lurking on several adult/escort sites, I decided to take the plunge and test-out these theories of size with this exceptional beauty
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We had a very nice, SAFE encounter and I just wanted to see how a woman who sees multiple shapes and sizes every week, (apparently she is a very 'low volume' provider, but she has definitely seen the Good/Bad/Ugly I'm 100% certain) would react to me. Making sure that her reaction was as honest as possible, I acted as low-key as possible when the action started. We began with some touchy-feely activities and after several minutes of warm-up, she asked if she could start-out on top so she could 'get used to me'. I took that as a hint, but wasn't completely sold that I was beyond her normal clientele until our time was up, and she said that 'I really enjoyed it once I got used to your size' and if I was going to experiment with other providers that it would be polite to 'give them a heads-up on what size I am and let them decide if it's something they want to tackle'...her exact words. She also added that I should bring my own condoms cuz they usually don't keep supplied with different sizes. Now this could end-up being the proverbial 'slippery slope' if I'm not careful and I rationalize this behavior by calling it a 'field study' or a 'social science' endeavor, so this will probably be my 1st and last time, but I really wanted to know from a woman who's had vast experiences where I stand. Although I wasn't able to 'finish', (the condom felt like a tourniquet) I can honestly say that the combination of fear/exhilaration/taboo/excitement made it worthy of the all-time highlight reel
Thanks for letting me get that off my chest...I'll report back with any new 'female reactions' that occur, lol
