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doublelongdaddy said:I went to church yesterday and when I was saying my prayers I tried to remember everybody in my life that needs help and pray for them. I try to go through all my members hear and think about who needs what and pray for them...but I always get back to my computer and then remember someone I forgot and then BOOM I feel terrible again.
I guess what works best for me is to just talk about it.
damn man,thats awesome.i was already convinced you were a bangup guy,but that really hit home.not many people can say they are caring enough to do things like that.that part of your personality alone should lift you up somewhat as ive met only one other person in my life that is that in tune with others needs/security.
you should really be proud of yourself bro.youve done what few,or should i say relatively none have.successful in your dreams and desires,after all,you are like the king of this n.p.e.(which ill assume from reading and hanging around here some that is one of your life pursuits.)
you also have a wife and a son which makes you successful beyond anything else you could do in life in my eyes.im sure they are very happy with the time you spend with them and wouldnt trade it for anything.
i do understand what youre goin through pertaining to ocd.i have a very very close friend that has it extremely bad.bad enough to where if she thought she had upset me or done me wrong,she would go into fits of shaking,crying,mumbling incoherent things and would have to be taken to the emergency room.she has gotten so much better as of this year and late last yr.but for 4 yrs i kept tryin to get through to her that no matter what she "thinks" she has done to me,or hasnt done for me that im there for her,no matter what.thats what true friends are for,giving you a lift when youre down and not clowning you and saying youre being a pussy and whatnot.so in light of that ill just say thats what were all here for man,to lift you up.you did the right thing by posting and talking about these things.everyone feels better when they have support in high numbers,which is what you have here.we are all your friends and wont hesitate to give you a swift kick in the rear if you think about touchin the brew or other poisons :D