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Ok, so i recently joined the site after plateauing as a longtime bathmate and phallosan user. My goal is to gain, of course.
So I've started doing the newbie length routine... well, 50% of it. I have long found that my dick turtles after too much PE, especially length work. I re-discovered the UJW, and that seems to mitigate the turtling, or at least delays it til i take the wrap off. But when the wrap comes off, I turtle back with a vengeance. To like 2-2.5, from my typical 4.5" flaccid (5.5 w/ UJW).
This observation has always made me err on the side of less length work. But seeing how much even the newbie routine calls for makes me wonder if I need to just burn past this and go all in. I feel fear set in at the beginning of a length routine, and at any sign of a burn or discomfort, i wind down my workout. Like i said, i'll do about half the newbie stretches per session. And i don't even pull when i do bundled stretches. Just 0.5-1 twist and hold for 20-30 seconds on each side.
I put the phallosan down over a year ago after seeing no gains for a long period, and feeling like i was overworking and losing length, while always staying well within the green as far as tension. Also, having two small children affects my ability to be consistent with any of this.
Anyways, I'm stuck between fear of overworking and wondering if I'm just being a pussy.
I should add, I just bought a sizegenetics, and hoping that will help me gain.
I should also add that I have symptoms of depression. Tired constantly, despite decent amounts of sleep. Highly irritable. No real friendships. Love/hate/dependency thing with my wife. Tire out very easily at the gym compared to just a few years ago. Chronic low back pain that kills my EQ. Making my dick bigger seems to give me hope though.
So I've started doing the newbie length routine... well, 50% of it. I have long found that my dick turtles after too much PE, especially length work. I re-discovered the UJW, and that seems to mitigate the turtling, or at least delays it til i take the wrap off. But when the wrap comes off, I turtle back with a vengeance. To like 2-2.5, from my typical 4.5" flaccid (5.5 w/ UJW).
This observation has always made me err on the side of less length work. But seeing how much even the newbie routine calls for makes me wonder if I need to just burn past this and go all in. I feel fear set in at the beginning of a length routine, and at any sign of a burn or discomfort, i wind down my workout. Like i said, i'll do about half the newbie stretches per session. And i don't even pull when i do bundled stretches. Just 0.5-1 twist and hold for 20-30 seconds on each side.
I put the phallosan down over a year ago after seeing no gains for a long period, and feeling like i was overworking and losing length, while always staying well within the green as far as tension. Also, having two small children affects my ability to be consistent with any of this.
Anyways, I'm stuck between fear of overworking and wondering if I'm just being a pussy.
I should add, I just bought a sizegenetics, and hoping that will help me gain.
I should also add that I have symptoms of depression. Tired constantly, despite decent amounts of sleep. Highly irritable. No real friendships. Love/hate/dependency thing with my wife. Tire out very easily at the gym compared to just a few years ago. Chronic low back pain that kills my EQ. Making my dick bigger seems to give me hope though.
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